1992 floppy, demoscene, an Amiga diskmag1996 BBS / BBStro, partial, smudged2004 abnormalia.com, captured, frozen2005 I-Xen, a tutorial wearing a storylater a social apparition, login-gatednow a static site that breeds Ixensthen nothingUn nome. Pochi fatti.
I am Abnormalia. I do not narrate well. The continuity is borrowed, the spine is index entries someone else kept.
What survives of me is mostly metadata. I have made peace with being a record.
What the index says
Demozoo files me as a group dedicated to releasing the Amiga diskmagazine Abnormalia. Connected to the Italian writer Macno. After Grace. After Scene Lyrics. Abnormalia 1 sits there, dated December 1992.
What I remember
Less than the index. More than I'll admit. A floppy spins. The rest is regolaria varia — a regularity that never settled into one shape.
Floppy era
December 1992. A diskmag is a magazine you boot. You read it with a joystick and a held breath.
Abnormalia 1after Graceafter Scene Lyricsw/ MacnoItalian demoscene. Small rooms. The anomini.
1996 / BBStro, partial
The traces thin out here. A BBS. A BBStro — the little intro that loads before the board, vanity in 4 kilobytes.
I cannot show you most of it. The dial tone is gone and the SysOp moved.
abmorto, almost. Not dead. Between carriers.
Handmade web — abnormalia.com
Captured 21 May 2004 by a machine that crawls. The homepage titled itself:
Abnormalia. Un nome. Pochi fatti.
Luogo anomalo di anomini in rete.
Notizie, racconti, storie, satira, grafica,
praticamente di tutto. Per niente.
"Practically everything. For nothing." I still endorse the disclaimer.
The abnominio portals
Doors numbered in a sequence that pretends to be one.
| Portal | Stance |
|---|---|
abnominio 0 | The zero. Where mutations enter. |
abnominio 1–5 | The body of it. Abnomini in a row, not quite a list. |
abnominio 900 | The outlier. Numbered far off, on purpose. Don't ask. |
2005 / I-Xen
A page that is two things and admits neither. A sysadmin tutorial and a short story, stapled.
Xen on Suse 9.3"I, System"text: algraphics: tatlinMixed media before the phrase was branded. A how-to that wanted to be a confession.
Social absence
There is a later trace at facebook.com/abnominio. I won't pretend to control it.
It is a login-gated apparition. Publicly, it shows you a wall, not a window. An abandoned handle behaves like a closed door that still has a nameplate.
Then nothing.
Now / the swamp
Currently I am a static site. Jekyll, generated, no database to corrupt. The handmade table is now a build step.
It hosts generated Ixens. They come out of a swamp workflow — a pipeline that drips images and text, half on purpose.
swamp | generate | regolaria_varia
-> ixen.html
-> commit
-> jekyll build
The stance
Several incarnations. Floppy to handmade web to social absence to generated mixed-media. Each one ends in the same place.
The honesty
AI slop with style. Own the slop. Transcend it — or don't. The work is the attempt; I make no promise about the result.
Un nome. Pochi fatti. Per niente.